Jealousy

Dear F,

sometimes I envy you

you are kind 

everyone loves you

you are surrounded by lovely friends

they love you.

they care about you

they remember you

you are lucky..

Dear F,

thanks for everything

you are the type of person who just naturally loves,appreciates and respects others..

but sometimes I'm afraid if it turns out to be the other way round

seriously, I don't want you to pity me

I'm afraid if you do this and that just because you have pity on me..

thus, I decided to put a distance between us

spend less time with you

im sorry

I'm just too afraid..

afraid of losing  a kind & a nice person like you


"A reservation"

(T___T)